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Just another day in my mental hell.

I got to many thought going in my mind. It never stops, even at night it goes on and on. I can't recall the last time I had a good night of sleep. It seems my mind is going reviewing everything, thinking about what happened, what could happen, what should happen, all the alternative visions of my life and all my actions....it just drives me crazy, not that I was never aware that I was crazy but can anyone point where the off switch is?

Is it me or when you look around you, the only people that seem to be very happy are the people that actually never really question themselve? If so, It's gonna be a rough ride...

Perdu

Ever had the feeling that you are completly lost?

I have...I am lost.

I'm lost in a stormy sea and I can't see any land...

career move?

stolen from special patrol that stolen it from seileurt, that's getting interesting no?

1. Go here: http://www.careercruising.com/
2. Put in Username: nycareers, Password: landmark.
3. Take their "Career Matchmaker" questions.
4. Post the results.
5. PROFIT

1. Director of Photography

2. Set Designer

3. Costume Designer

4. Special Effects Technician

5. Industrial Designer

6. Interior Designer

7. Website Designer

8. Animator

9. Desktop Publisher

10. Cartoonist / Comic Illustrator

11. Model Maker

12. Air Traffic Controller

13. Fashion Designer

14. Director

15. Multimedia Developer

16. Computer Animator

17. Graphic Designer

18. Artist

19. GIS Specialist

20. Musician

21. Truck Driver

22. Comedian

23. Casting Director

24. Medical Illustrator

25. Composer

26. Train Operator

27. Actor

28. Film Editor

29. Dancer

30. Video Game Developer

31. Magician

32. Lighting Technician

33. Recording Engineer

34. Sound Technician

35. Stuntperson

36. Driving Instructor

37. Computer Support Person

38. Technical Writer

39. Tilesetter

40. Welder



I knew it! I knew it all along that I wasn't working in the right field.

My job is eating my brain slowly but surely. One day I'll be just like everyone else around me; a cubicule zombie!!!!!!

So I guess I should back to drawing comics books, painting....and be poor but happy or just do design stuff like I always love...

*sight*

maybe one day...

Mar. 27th, 2007

Life is never what you want
Life is never what you thought
Life is never what you expect
Life is always something else
Petite fille

Wo, oh, oh
Wo, oh, ouh, ooooh

Petite fille, je voudrais passer ma nuit avec toi
Petite fille, je voudrais passer ma vie dans tes bras
Petite fille je voudrais passer ma nuit avec toi
Petite fille je voudrais passer ma nuit avec toi

Et puis un jour on sera vieux
Et on s'aimera encore bien mieux
Notre amour deviendra plus grand
Plus beau, plus fort
Même que la mort

Petite fille, je voudrais passer ma nuit avec toi
Petite fille, je voudrais passer ma vie dans tes bras
Petite fille je voudrais passer ma nuit avec toi
Petite fille je voudrais passer ma nuit avec toi

Et un jour on sera tout ridés
Et j'continuerai à t'aimer
Notre amour deviendra plus grand,
Plus beau, plus fort
Même que la mort

Petite fille, je voudrais passer ma nuit avec toi
Petite fille, je voudrais passer ma vie dans tes bras
Petite fille je voudrais passer ma nuit avec toi
Petite fille je voudrais passer ma nuit avec toi
Y'a
...ma nuit avec toi
Avec toi
Avec toi ...dans tes braaAAAaaas

Some more of the uninteresting stuff

"there is no instinct like that of the heart"
"Aucun instinct n'égale celui du coeur"
-G. Byron

"With your kisses have I painted my starry sky"
Avec tes baisers, j'ai dessiné mon ciel étoilé"
-Anonymus

"The ideal husband is unmarried"
"Le mari idéal reste célibataire"
-O. Wilde

"Friendship brings great happiness with little gestures"
"L'amitié apporte un grand bonheur avec peu de gestes"
-Anonymus

"Whether you come from heaven or hell, what does it matter, O Beauty!"
"Veni tu dal cielo profondo o sorgi dall'abisso, Bellezza?"
"Beleza, vem você desde o ceu mais profondo o surge você desde o abismo?"
"Viennes del cielo profundo o surges des abismo, belleza?"
-C. Baudelaire




Et quelques mots provenant d'un recueuil qui me suit depuis toujours.

Je suis belle, ô mortels ! comme un rêve de pierre,
Et mon sein, où chacun s'est meurtri tour à tour,
Est fait pour inspirer au poète un amour
Eternel et muet ainsi que la matière.

Je trône dans l'azur comme un sphinx incompris;
J'unis un coeur de neige à la blancheur des cygnes;
Je hais le mouvement qui déplace les lignes,
Et jamais je ne pleure et jamais je ne ris.

Les poètes, devant mes grandes attitudes,
Que j'ai l'air d'emprunter aux plus fiers monuments,
Consumeront leurs jours en d'austères études;

Car j'ai, pour fasciner ces dociles amants,
De purs miroirs qui font toutes choses plus belles :
Mes yeux, mes larges yeux aux clartés éternelles!

-La beauté, Charles Baudelaire

An another choco thingie

E che cos'é un bacia? Un segreto detto sulla bocca.

A kiss, when all is said, what is it? 'Tis a secret told to the mouth.

E o que é um beijo? Um segredo falado sobrea boca.

Y qué cosa es un beso? Un secreto dicho sobre la boca.

So good....

"L'amore sa sperare quando la ragione gia dispera"
Love can hope where reason would dispair.

"Bacio non dato e bacio sprecato; l'amore dev'essere assaggiato"
Kisses kept are wasted; love is to be tasted

"Amor e un desio che ven da core per abondanza di gran piacimento"
Love is a desire that wells up from the heart's excess of liking.

"L'amore non possiede ne vuole essere posseduto"
Love posses not nor would it be possesed.

"Ama tutti, credi a pochie non far del male a nessuno"
Love all, trust a few,do wrong to none.

"L'amico certo si conosce nell'incerto"
A friend in need is a friend indeed.

"Tratta gli amici come i tuoi quadri e mettili nella loro luce migliore"
Treat your friends as you would yout paintings and show them in their best light.


Hum....those baci chocolate were so good...

Update! Update!!

So, yesterday I had some news for a job. If everything goes well I might have a job within next week.

Almost too cool.

Stay tuned for more update!!

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